think twice...

Maybe it's impossible to live without regrets...or without doing something regrettable... But...I swear I think and think then come down to a particular decision or action, which results in tears and regrets...later on.. Maybe I drive myself without thinking(?) to get to the decision I believe 'the right one' at that moment ONLY... Then there comes regret...I should have not done this.. I should have done that...
I'll call today "double death Friday".. I've been yelled at by a manager (who isn't even my supervisor awwww...) for some reasons... I ended up in tears ... I'm glad I didn't in front of him and didn't yell him back either! yay!...
The reason for my tears wasn't him but I cried because I couldn't call my friend as I lost that friend today... When he yelled at me, I thought I was getting punished for being selfish to the friend...

The fact that nobody yelled at me before - of course mum and I had some arguments but it's not yelling! - is killing me too....

Well, I should think twice...before think twice again... and I need to learn how to let things go...

So think twice before you eat a hotdog...??!!? make sense?
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