Sunday, June 22, 2008

The dog from Flanders...

Hope there is someone who remember this Japanese cartoon.. I think I watched this before I went to elementary school... not sure... Yes,I'm old!! It's a very sad story and I cried until my eyes looked like frogs'.. Anyway... I have no idea why all of sudden it came across to my mind... Maybe because I've lost hopes recently in where I stand.. I'm lost in all aspects.. and now I don't know where to go... When I was younger, I believed doing my best to do whatever I wanted would be rewarded somehow.. but it wasn't.. so I closed my heart being cynical and cold.. When I was much less younger.. I required myself to do my best not to regret later on and I opened my eyes and hearts towards everything.. Now, I'm not young anymore.. I realize I still want to do my best for anything I'd like to try and achieve but I know (or at least guess) what would destroy me... so I put my heart back to where it was... It was worn out for last few years. The image is from djinni.x-y.net

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I know so well that feeling of being lost & not knowing where to fit in. Recently, I decided that in order to finally climb out of this dark, cold & bottomless pit, that I needed to (finally) reach out to the author of everything that is good. He hasn't disappointed me....