seeing mum aging and getting weak

I really thought my mum's gonna be forever young.. no matter what... Well, she proved I was wrong..
Mum's going back much earlier than expected because of her health. It will be like empty here without her for a while and for sure she will miss me too. Today, first time in my life I thought about unpleasant possibility... it's sad... I don't like it at all.. You know what? We should not get old or should not have kids. It's such a pain to see her in pain as she gets old... The image is from femilicious.com/blog/2005/07/